im officially 100% single and freed. No longer in any weird complicated state.
I doubt I need a guy who insults me everyday. No matter how much I flare, how bad-tempered am I, he needs to say i'm stupid, he dont give me a flying fuck, im useless, im bimbo blar blar. My self-esteem isn't that high already. I still need a guy to do this to me? For a moment, my heart turns into a stone. The spears/needles will no longer reach my heart. After this cry, I'm not gonna drop any tear for this fella anymore. I know I deserve someone better. Every female do!! I don't understand... I'm tired. I'm not gonna take in all these anymore. Time to protect myself. And if there's so many opinions from him, so many insults from him, I think then he deserves someone better too. I'm not good enough for him.
` EUNICEEE off-ed ♥;Thursday, July 08, 2010