Damn moody. today is the submission.
I wasnt allowed to do much, i tried to help, but i wasnt given any advices/tasks/infomations.
I din do much in the end.
and of cos, I do feel bad, because I din do much.
I wasnt being informed, I asked, and wasnt given any task. Asked if anyone need help, no one said anything.
Tried helping but to no avail.
I'm guilty, I cant do anything to make up to them.
I cannot even open up my mouth to speak.
I can't even communicate to them.
My position is wrong.
Quietly sitting there, as I do not know what to do.
Everytime I felt so useless. Perhaps I am really useless.
I happened to hear part of the conversation accidentally.
I was heartbrokened.
I'm speechless.
I tried to. I asked. I suggest.
I'm ever ready to do things for the project.
But I failed to even do a mock up properly.
So I can only do minor stuff, help abit.
I really hope to help in any aspects.
I do not know how to describe how I am feeling.
Confused, Disappointed with myself, Guilty?, wondering, pondering.
I also don't want things to turn out this way.
Perhaps it's my technical skills weak.
My graphics weak. I dunno.
I hope to make up to you guys in any ways I can.
Sorry is the word, although it's no use, but, I'm really sorry, from the bottom of my heart.
` EUNICEEE off-ed ♥;Monday, February 08, 2010