Wednesday, 1 October 2008
Okie.firstly,
happy birthday Edmund! you've got the same birthday as my friend, Amalina.Anw, today i failed my trial test again. I hated this feeling. So angry with myself. I cant complete all by today, so... kinda sad. Im sad too! Cause i cant join My clique to kind of celebrate ama's birthday due to this stupid trial test thingy. My mood for the day is already spoilt by my result, and I am kinda sad because I was unable to make it to sembawang mrt to meet Lirong to pass her chocolates for them. Too late already, when i msged her, she's already on her way to meet them. =( Anw, I'll be going back to school on saturday to pass the chocolates, so hmm, remember guys, put the chocolate in Refrigerator! AND!!!! No worries, not china one, it's all from australia's cow and was manufactured in australia, nth to do with china. =D
Ok, back to the stupid theory thing, im so fed up that i went to popular to get the basic theory book to do. =.= Hmm.
Before i start, i would like to apologise because the content below is something kinda personal, i've got no place to vent my thoughts.. Sorry friends. =( Btw,im just stating something i would like to say. Im just so pissed with what happened. It may be offensive.. Sometimes it's good to not blame other people for anything but to reflect on what fucked up things you've done that made people lost the "gd-image" of u. If one do no know how to reflect himself/herself for his/her actions and his/her words, one will be someone without a true friend in life because he/she only knows how to critisize people around him/her, but never fking look into the fking mirror to see how disgusting and ugly he/she is. Yes, there is always someone that can tolerate your fucked up attitude and nonsense, your temper, blar blar, but there will
ALWAYS be people who cannot accept you if you still refuse to think and listen from people around you. We care for you but you're still as stubborn. No point being so arrogant and just walk away because from my point of view, if you walk away, you're a coward. I hated to critisize people because god made us in such a way that no one is perfect at all, we have our own flaws as well as our own strength, u've fking push me to a certain limit which made me critisize u. By running away from the reality and refuse to listen to advices will bring you to nowhere in future.
I will blog this today, because i know that u've been a fucktard, reading my blog everyday without fail, i dont know why are u doing that when u said that u wont give a fuck damn to whatever that is related to me. U wont tag im suppose? & even if you tag, i wun give a fuck shyt, dont waste ur time tagging on this post also btw, dont take up unnecessary space in my tagboard and dirty my tagboard with your fucked up words and name. In whatever situation, a person who loves to pick out the flaws of others and not himself/herself, prideful, egoistic, hot-tempered, whatever shyt there is, there will always be someone who will accept you - your poor mother whom you always hauled at.Me, who was once your friend/buddy/whatever, will blog all these, because i know and i have faith, that when you're matured, all these flaws will eventually turn into something nice. Stop being immature, will you? From that day onwards, i've been wondering and thinking what will happen after these, what will happen if i ignore everything, but i did not, cause i thought that u're able to handle things. However, my judgement is wrong.
YOU, without even sparing a thought for others, thinking life is always so simple and life should go your way, will be a failure in life because your character and mindset will ruined your future. It's the character and the positive attitude that will bring you a leap forward. No matter how talented you are, or how knowlegable you are, you're just a piece of shyt if your character sucks. Good virtues are some important things in life that is very useful for bonding and character building; it's something priceless. I know it's hard for u to change, but i really hope that god will look after u. Im still very pissed, but being tolerant is something that i should do afterall.
I pitied them, and i really felt that out of all victims, the most " jialat " one was the girl, wearing white-coloured cap. Someone who is a older but gained no respect from a fked up XXX, somemore tio criticise, i ask la, smlj? you mean u've got more experience than her in handling things? Go and fk an old lady's cb before saying things without going through your brains (oh, i think the granny will be poisoned, please prepare a coffin in advance?). You dont like to joke, fine, then i shall not joke. But did you put yourself in other's shoe? The way u talk is like u're my parents and i gotta suck up my nipples and listen to whatever u say, even if it takes my life. We're of the same generation, must we be seperated by positions? Ans : NO. If im your friend, 1 request from u, i'll compromise with u and be there to do my duty.OH YA, for your information , this is MY blog, and i believe that i have the right to blog whatever i like, i dont need you to fucking care what i blog, because im fucking pissed with your irresponsible actions. If you're displease, just fuck your ass off my blog and get ur balls off my url. Get it?
Oh ya, i did not state any names by the way. So dont get too sensitive ya? It may be some other fucktards who provokes me, but well, some of you knew it.It's has been a long time since i've used vulgarities, i hated to use it, but you forced me to. U may argue that no one uses a knife and pierce into my skin to threaten me yet but, you loved to say "you forced me to do that" when no one used a knife or put a gun behind your head as well, so shut the fuck up and leave my blog if you know who you are. Just fuck off.
Ok, i felt great venting my anger on my blog. Im sorry for my friends who read my blog to see the angry side of me. Im sorry to let you guys read all these. Hope you guys will remember me as the happy-go-lucky Eunice..because im still one, hahaha. However, stress when saw those lecturers esp subrina.. *laughs*
btw, hazwan, ama, amin, all the best in drama ya? =D To all malay friends, selamat hari raya as well. =D Amin and Hazwan, Getting green packets right? hahah. =D *envious, when is chinese new year coming, gosh, =.= *
` EUNICEEE off-ed ♥;Wednesday, October 01, 2008
ForgetThePAST
